If you read my other post you know why I was scared a little.

But to start of at that point in the relationship it was still early on for the pair of us and we both wanted to show of a little bit, so I sat on his lap and want to ride him for once (im lazy and love to just take it), he was happy to sit and watch. I jumped high a few time so I could take him out and play with him but for some reason I wanted to try it going in the backdoor.

So I lined it up and he asked if I was sure, I said no but I really wanted to try and slowly went down and had to stop every few seconds to get accustom to it but after about 10 minutes of just sitting there and kisses if felt like I was ready to move. To me it felt really good going slowly (we tried going faster at anal a few times, Its hurt too much). He was just watching me go up and down and it carried on from there.

Edit: I forgot to add it was the only time I've ever made myself squirt