first we had just hooked up a few times. Hes 42, im 18. it was hot and fun and just really frickin exciting but it was like just a hook up dynamic.

but now we are like kinda dating i guess. i mean i dont consider him my bf but we hung out this weekend and he bought me a halloween costume and we went for a hike and took some pics.

we did get it on at one point on our hike.. we went off trail a bit and found a little spot. we made out a bit and sweet and sensual and then i rode him till we came. then lied there for a bit kissing and being sweet.

then we left and i went home and i was like holy fuck, was that a date?

i know he's married tbh and i didnt mind hooking up but im nervous we might end up liking each other and i know it sounds weird but that would complicate things a bit.

i know i like being with him, he feels really good and the vibe is solid. but i dont want to know that he likes me and maybe likes his wife less as a result. I know his wife well so i honestly dont want to hurt her. but my little girl parts so love the attention. but i think i need to call it off.