I've watched a lot of porn in my life, to the point some might consider it an addiction. There's just so much depravity and sex in the world and I love it. I used to be a pretty innocent person, and believe in true love and all that. Now, over the years, it's changed a lot. To the point where I think women really should just be considered sexual objects.

My wife has no idea, she'd be disgusted if she knew that's how I felt. Little does she know that I've subtly been trying to manipulate her to be more in-line with my vision of what a woman should be; sexual, pretty, available. I buy her clothes and try to dress her up how I want her to. I suggest she be more promiscuous (which she brushes off as a joke).

Unfortunately, it's not enough. I've started seeking out other women who are willing to indulge my misogynistic ideas and conform.