The total tells you the gist of it. I love my wife dearly, I truly do. I enjoy our sex life, and she loves me completely as well. But ever since I was in college I’ve been absolutely hooked on creampies. Even though I can cum inside my wife as I please I was never able to shake the absolute thrill of meeting up with random women and pumping a load in them. Now before I get judged, I always asked permission and if they ever said no of course I wouldn’t. But they almost never say no, I hear “ I’m not on birth control” far more often. Hearing that is exactly the thrill and high I’m looking for. When I tell them that makes it even better and that the risk is what makes it so hot I find a larger than expected number of women agree and begin begging for it. The intensity of an unprotected creampie with no bc is honestly the biggest rush. Hearing a girl moan loudly in your ear to put a baby in them and beg for it is intoxicating. So much so that no matter how good my sex life is at home and how much I love her I just can’t stop doing it. I know it’s so wrong on so many levels but it’s such an overwhelming urge and chasing that high is like nothing I’ve ever experienced.