I got done with my first Random Act of Muff Dive last night and it was a very special experience. I've always liked to please and to hear the pleasure of the woman that I am with in the moment, but last night felt like it really clicked for me on a different level. She was a beautiful woman, and I'm very glad that I set standards and boundaries for these random acts ahead of time, because I honestly was so "ready to go" and without my standards and principals, I could have very easily gone beyond the boundaries we set for the experience while listening to her achieving the pleasure that I was there for. (It was so fucking hot!)

There is something primal about it. The feeling of denying your instinct to fuck when you have someone writhing in pleasure under your touch, vocalizing it in their breathing, their hand usage. Taking that desire to fuck and focusing it on achieving greater happiness for your partner, that sends them to a realm beyond what they are feeling, and into a crescendo like orgasm.

Maybe I'm weird? Does this put me in some awkward category of man? Some self denying “loser” that gets off on “blue-balling” himself while making his partner feel like an actual pillow princess? Maybe I'm over thinking it... But I KNOW one thing! I'm horny for the next RAOMD!