Sinds I (M27) whas young I always had some interest in how it would be to hook up with the same sex. I always was too shy but a couple years ago while being really drunk I hooked up with 1 guy trough tinder. He slept at my place and we only jerked eachother off. Then 1 year later I hooked up with a really cute guy while being again really intoxicated. I stayed at his place and he gave me a blowjob and it whas amazing. After that he stayed once more at my place and then I ghosted him.

I am in a relationship now but often think about him how good he sucked me and if I whas single I would had done it again

Nobody in my life knows about this except the 2 guys I hooked up with