So I’ve been getting hornier lately and decided to explore some kinks since I’m 20 and finding out more and more of what I like. I started about a year ago by looking at the r/Breedingmaterial, and it has been growing as a kink for me more and more then I watched creampie reddit and made it even worse then about a month ago I dived even deeper and found r4r breeding and I can feel my body shaking from the excitement and reading their posts got me worked up and I definitely would love to be apart of it as a sperm supplier as you can make her your slut and breed her as much as you want and have fun while doing it. The thought of impregnating a woman and seeing her body change is just so hot to me and them as well but I’ve realized if I do become apart of it, I would be giving my first child up to a random stranger which I’m on the fence about like I could just get a girlfriend whos into cream pies but even if I was like oh I’m a supplier in the future I would want my own kids and I feel like telling my partner. “ Hey I have a massive breeding kink and I’ve made multiple girls future mommies and drenched their insides with my seed and I have children out there and the one I have with you technically isn’t my first child” like the whole thing sounds like it would backfire with my future wife. Any thoughts? What should I do?