So recently I have been really horny so much so that I'm practically thinking about my ass being fucked all the time. I'm bisexual but not openly. I recently lost my leg in an accident which now limits my mobility as one can imagine so meeting people had become complicated. In my teens I had my bi experiences, I can seem pretty feminine looks wise as I have long hair, smooth body etc. I have shaved since I was around 17. I never got fucked before until one early morning after a 4 day party where I got picked up and fucked by an older guy when I was around 20. I was coming down from the 4 nights my mind was racing so I thought I'd just take a chance and I'm glad I did. Now though as one can imagine, my mobility issues mean I can't just get up and complicates things in the bedroom positions wise. I am open to devotees although I'm not sure it's my thing exactly either.

Basically, I've been thinking how my ideal fantasy right now is to be fucked by an older man in his mid fifties or so. I like the idea of an older man becoming excited at my smooth body, becoming hard as he grabs my ass to part my cheeks exposing my hairless puckered hole as I stand and let him explore me from behind. Caressing my smooth stump as he lifts it to better access his cock with my hole.

Should I just accept it won't happen?