I’ve been introducing him into my fantasy of being cucked for a while, because I love how horny I get when I see him hard for another girl. I’ve gone over boundaries, do’s and don’ts. I thought we were on the same page, but I guess he got bold and actually started fucking behind my back. This is so unlike my boyfriend, and it’s almost like he got a taste of the lifestyle and liked it more than both of us anticipated. I found out he’s been fucking a friend of mine and has even been talking shit about me. They’ve been texting and implications tell me they do in fact meet up. This has me so fucking angry, yet so horny at the same time. She has much bigger tits than me and she’s got a nice ass. I’ve always been jealous of her looks, and I always saw my man gravitate towards her, but fucking her is a while other level. There were texts of him telling her that her pussy is much tighter and softer than mine. That when he fucks me, he’s been thinking of her. He’s even been turning me down so much because of this. I thought he was just stressed, but clearly that isn’t the case. He’s been masturbating and sending pics back and forth with her right next to me while I sleep. He told her he hardly gets hard for me anymore. I’m so fucking wet over this. I wish he could fuck me right now but I know he’ll just say no. All I can do is touch myself over and over again while I think about them fucking every time me or him aren’t around. 😩

Edit: no, I don’t want to be with other men.