So up until a few years ago I always thought I was straight. Very masculine, played sports my whole life, find women absolutely gorgeous .. never did I think it would start out when an ex girlfriend asked me if I’d ever take anything in the ass. At first I said no but then admitted I was curious about trying it. Ended up getting some toys online and let her play with my ass one night and I thoroughly enjoyed it… so much that I started thinking about what it would be like to get pegged… sure enough a few months later I’m finding myself bent over in front of the girl I love ready to take this cute purple dildo…she wasn’t gentle at all. Maybe it was revenge ? Lol but that didn’t matter I fucking loved it. She ended up pegging me a few more times with an even bigger thick dildo. I was being turned into a little anal slut… but little did I know that I opened up Pandora’s box and soon I would start wondering what a real hard cock would feel like inside me, against my hand and lips, and even what it’s warm, fat, load will feel like against my skin, all over my masculine beard, in my mouth, and even pumped into my ass. These thoughts happen more and more so I ended up making a Grindr page for whenever I got horny fantasizing about cock and would reach out then chicken out. I’m picky with guys but also a a little nervous. Hoping one day soon I give into these urges…