Introversion and internal guilt can make your desires hard to fulfill. It’s not finding the desire, it’s the acting on it.

I have been craving sex. I have been aware that self-satisfying isn’t enough. Sometimes you just need a man.I often contemplate posting to change this. The courage comes late at night, as I know toys won’t be enough.

I think about advertising to find someone, to find a man that can give me a fix. We agree to a time and place. I find him in his car. I straddle him in the car. I ruck up my skirt, undo his pants, and free him. We don’t need lube, we don’t need to take off my panties—they aren’t there and I’m already soaking. I take out the frustration and desire that has been building and been unable to be satiated. We climax. I kiss him quickly in thanks….and then leave.