i have always loved giving pleasure and making partners feel good. I sucked dick for 45 minutes to prove to a ex that he could cum from oral. i have ridden someone so fiercely that they had the hardest orgasm of their life. i have learned the specifics of lovers so i could please them.

...but, i have been leaning into receiving pleasure. my past two lovers have loved going down on me and i forgot what getting head was like. past lovers just didnt like oral period. So i had gotten used to not doing it. But, DAMN, having someone focus on just servicing my pussy? Someone who is moaning into my pussy because they are getting off on me on their mouth?? It is deliciously hedonistic. It feels so one sided because I am cumming buckets, but am not doing anything for them.

But, I am doing something for them...? Making me cum should rub anyone's ego. I get SO wet and quiver all cute. I am very vocal and responsive. i orgasm over and over. Touch when I am turned on becomes a highly erotic thing. Just touching my skin with hands, lips, tongue is overwhelming. Blissfully so.

the primal hedonism of being eaten passionately, hands gripping my hips to keep me from squirming. a lover using any means necessary to have me pitifully horny. their tongue licking my clit while finger fucking me roughly. i will grind onto fingers like a slut from how intensely i orgasm. im a pillow princess, but people like corrupting princesses.