I live in the Philippines which is ridiculously conservative, and my family is even more so. My whole upbringing, sex was treated as taboo and I was never allowed to date anyone whose family wasn't well known to ours.

So I, M26, end up browsing naughty subreddits at work, leaving hentai open on my devices for anyone to find, working on smut fiction and erotic roleplay all the time, and constantly looking at r4r subs and dating apps haha. I even get random boners and stop to adjust my pants in full view. I think I've turned into a male exhibitionist of sorts.

I wanna get out of this conservative hellhole. I'm trying to look for jobs and study abroad not for the job or study itself, but just so I can end up in a position to meet sexy and free thinking people. (And because I want to end up in an interracial relationship but that's another story haha)