so i’ve recently finished my masters and up until last summer, i’ve been virtually celibate for about 5 years. i very easily could’ve gone out and found someone to sleep with, either a hookup or a fuckbuddy, but i just don’t really care to.

last summer, after i was finished school, i kinda realized i can just go out and pick someone up from a bar, or post on a local personals message board, or whatever, if i’m horny and want some company. since then, i’ve done it a few times. last summer there were 3 guys within 2 days, and since then, there’s been nobody.

this year, however, i’ve already had one encounter from reddit, and a couple from my local personals, and one who might become a regular hookup, and even a camming buddy.

this particular confession is about him. i don’t even remember his name, cause we used fake names, but i know him as johnny, and if he or anyone who saw our stream sees this, let me know ;)

now, my plan usually is to just invite someone over, get high with them, fuck, then have them leave. this guy, however, brought some party drugs with him. i was already on weed, which i love for sex cause it makes me so horny, keeps me edged forever, and makes it so i can squirt, but he also brought shrooms (which i’d had too recently for them to do much), molly, and coke, neither of which i had ever tried.

so we did the m and c, which was a first for me, and fucked like bunnies for almost 10 hours. i have never squirted so much in my life. i’m never gonna do coke again tho, cause it just felt like ritalin, which i take for my adhd, and then i didn’t sleep for a week, which has sucked. other than that, it was a fucking amazing time. i’m not gonna post every single detail here, but if anyone has questions, go right on ahead and ask, and i’ll answer as honestly as i can