(22f) I don’t know why since always the idea of cheating has been so appealing to me as a fantasy, it started with watching porn videos where the wife found the husband cheating and getting off to them and now even if those videos don’t have an effect as much anymore, imagining those scenarios in my current relationship makes me super wet

in real life I don’t want to cheat or hurt my partners, but the fantasy of doing it is way too hot for me. not only that but also everything that falls under the umbrella of cheating… my partners cheating on me, me being the side piece of someone else …

sometimes when I masturbate i think about fucking random strangers that are married or in a relationship and that makes it hotter for me

the latest thought I had about it is fantasizing about watching my boyfriend (m21) cheat on me with someone I hate, and then just before he cums he pulls out and fills me with his nut

sometimes I worry it’s an unhealthy desire, but if I don’t want to do it in real life it doesn’t count, right?