I haven't been able to satisfied by my boyfriend, especially with us spending so much more time together. We'd been drifting apart for a while and been together since we were passionate teenagers in high school, when I desperately loved him. Lately I've been coming on here looking for men to tell me how much I've let it all go since I was in cheer, back in my "prime" I guess.
The other day I realised I was talking to an ex classmate, and even then I couldn't stop. My sex life in person is basically dead and its the only way I keep my libido in check now. I miss being attracted to my bf, but that ship sailed several boneless strips ago. I think he feels the same about me by now. I feel so easy but honestly, I don't think I was happy until I started doing it. At this rate, I'm just gonna get worse and worse and we're just gonna get fatter and fatter, as he's very keen on reminding me I am.