(21f) I’m in an open relationship, but it started out as a friends with benefits situation, and I have to admit that since the start I got very jealous when my now boyfriend (21m) and girlfriend (20f) talked about other women, especially if they were part of our friend group

I would get so mad that I would rather stop talking to them than hearing them say one more time how much they wanted to fuck others or thought they were hot

however with time I understood that I could enjoy it rather than resent it, so I joined them in talking about this and it became something that we share together, now when I start to feel jealous I just use it to fuel my desire and touch myself to let it out. also, I’ve already seen them having sex with others and it turns me on so bad, I have to stop everything that I’m doing to get myself off.

crazy how something that used to make me furious became a fetish