I started to masturbate at a young age, maybe at 12 or 13 years old. At first I didn’t really know what I was doing, I had a soft wet dream and without realizing I was rubbing my clit just thinking about how good it felt, and immediately after having an orgasm I would feel guilty about doing it, since everything id heard at the time about female pleasure was very much against it (abstinence, waiting until marriage etc etc). I used to hump teddy bears and come so many times that my pussy went numb, and then I would pray to God to forgive me for doing such a bad thing.

Over the years I experienced with more ways to play with myself: I used the edge of the bed, or ride my desk chair, use the shower head… I even used shampoo or cream bottles to rub against myself to turn myself on more. It was not until having sex for the first time that I really could let go of the guilt about masturbating and start enjoying myself fully. now I’m thankful I started so young, since I know my body so well now I can make myself cum in a matter of seconds