I've been talking to this new guy for a few months now but it's been long distance but he's coming back home the first of the month and things have gone way past the only friends point of the relationship and so we've decided to live together and I believe that this is a very extremely mutually give and take situation for the both of us.

Okay here's where I'm needing some honest helpful advice from you kind people of reddit because I'm scared of losing this man but I need a man that is willing to live a much different kind of lifestyle with me because it excites beyond any other pleasure I'm able to explain. Just the very thought of this happening drives me totally insane from pure uncontrollable amounts of pure ecstasy and pleasure that I've never been able to experience except for this way and I don't want it to stop.

We've discussed this in detail and full length of the pros and cons and every single time my way wins hands down and that drives me insanely crazy a just the thought of him doing this for me. What I'm wanting is for my new master to find and bring home different other women and then take them into our bed and make love to them all night while he orders me to sit quietly watching while he's treating her like she's royalty and I have to hear all the noises that she makes because of him and I am ordered to never touch myself in any way whatsoever or I will be punished because I only get her leftovers after she gets all that she wants from my master and then and only then do I get anything and that's only if he's in the mood for me to get a turn but if she drained him dry and satisfied him completely then I've got to wait. The whole purpose of this is one so that I can watch and listen to her as he's making her body all his and just thinking about what he's making her feel is unbearable and it makes me want to involve myself but I get more enjoyment by watching how her tight little pussy is stretched out so tight around his rock hard throbbing cock so tight that it's almost painful and then it gets even tighter with every single orgasm his hard cock makes her have and they're both in such pleasure and ecstasy that they've completely forgotten about me sitting there watching them enjoying all the pleasure and uforia that they possibly can have at one time and knowing that just makes me hotter, wetter, and so horny that I can't control it and it might happen on it's own and if it does then my master will definitely punish me very extremely bad for disobeying his orders but this time it looks like I'm just gonna have to get punished but I enjoy the punishment the best but master doesn't know that yet so when he tells me to assume the position I know exactly what to do. He makes me stand between her legs as master takes his place behind me and then he grabs a big fist full of my long hair and he halfway guides and halfway shoves my face into her tight sweet tasty little cum filled pussy and then he tells me that I better not miss a single drop while he's behind me and he's got his rock hard throbbing cock shoved in my tight little ass and he's pounding me from behind but he keeps my hair in his fist and he keeps telling me that if I keep disobeying his orders then he's gonna have to find better punishment for me because he thinks that I'm enjoying this punishment too much and his playmate that he brought home doesn't seem to have any problem with my punishment either because she's had more orgasms than I can count just since I started eating her tight wet sweet tasty little pussy out and I want more much much more. How can I ask master if I can keep eating her tight little pussy while he's got easy access to either my pussy or my ass while I keep making this sweet tasting pussy soak my face, the whole bed and it's filling my mouth up so quickly that I'm hardly able to swallow it all as quickly as she's filling it up but I don't want to waste a single drop of her sweet tasting pussy juices mixed with my masters thick hot creamy cum but one things for positive I love it when master brings home sweet and tasty surprise's to satisfy his rock hard throbbing cock and when he decides to share with me it's such a wonderful treat that I cherish but even if he doesn't share just getting to watch the show is such an amazing preference for me to spectate and enjoy.

Now this is the kind of relationship that I've got to have and my new boyfriend/master has agreed to do this for me but I need feedback from those of you who've had or attempted to have this kind of relationship and did it turn out both positive and negative responses would be awesome and appreciated but please try and be nice, polite and courtesy with your feedback please because not everyone can and will handle it like the next person so be cheerful and happy 😊