28F. I used to date basically all black guys before I met my white husband several years ago. He is perfect in every way and even has a great dick. The only problem is that every time I have a sex dream it’s with a black guy. I think it’s just cause all my sexual history and life memories are with them and so all my imaginations and literal screenshots from life are in that hot black on white skin contrast. I always feel so bad when I wake up because my pussy will be soaked and usually a tiny wet spot on the sheets is even showing if it went on for long enough. I always just tell my husband I was dreaming about him and thankfully he doesn’t ask for a bunch of details. The dreams are always of really intense rough sex I don’t really have anymore. My husband is decently tall and strong but one of my exes is a literal basketball player so I’m being picked up and fucked in the air and thrown around the room in these dreams lol 🥵 the dreams are so crazy and vivid I wake up worried I was actually moaning or screaming something about big black cock pounding me. Maybe when he’s gone out of town for work next I’ll see if he’d be interested in me cucking him for a BBC someday.