i’ve been dating this absolutely amazing gorgeous trans girl for a little while now. we clicked immediately and ended our first date making out in my car. on our third date i brought her back to my house and let her fuck me. she was my first time, said that i was the first person she fucked since transitioning. i want to give her everything i have and more.

she also, like me, has an insane sex drive. starting testosterone has made me really fucking horny and we can just flip each other on like a switch. conversations can turn filthy in moments. we talked on Discord last night and i admitted to her that i had been masturbating thinking about her but didn’t want to cum. she told me before i go to bed she wants me to cum while thinking about her and text her immediately afterwards. i couldn’t say no. i just want to make her happy. and she said i should enjoy it because it’s the last one i’ll get for a while.

my heart was already pounding in my cunt while i was getting ready for bed. it didn’t take long until i was soaking wet. i sucked my nipples into my mouth so they’d be nice and hard and fucked myself silly. and once i was done, i immediately texted her and fell asleep.

last time we had sex, i just kept begging to be good for her. out of nowhere, i said i wanted to be a good girl. i’m non-binary, AFAB, so this kind of language has always squicked me out. but when she was telling me what a good girl i was being for her, it drove me out of my fucking mind.

so when i woke up a few hours later and saw she texted me, calling me a good girl, i just about lost it. i fell back asleep and woke up a few times, each time thinking about her and feeling my cock throb. i told her how hot i still was but that i wasn’t touching myself without her permission. she told me i could stroke my cock but i wasn’t allowed to cum. 20min later, i’m on the phone with her moaning in her ear.

we were on the phone for three hours, most of it while i touched myself. at one point i couldn’t think about anything except her. i was moaning her name over and over like it was the only thing i knew while she talked about all the places she was going to cum on me. all the while, calling me a good, sweet, obedient little girl. she let me cum because good girls get rewards. i wanted to make her happy, so i came.

she’s so fucking lovely. i’ve never felt so cared for and loved entirely in my life. at one point i hadn’t even cum yet but i broke down into tears because of how good everything felt, how she makes me feel. i’m trying not to get swept away by her because i have a penchant to dive in headfirst, damn the consequences, but she makes it so hard. i’ve been wearing her sweater for two weeks, just like she’s been wearing mine. i’m an absolutely anxious mess if my head gets going, but when i’m with her, everything is blissfully quiet. i don’t worry about anything except making her happy. i’ve never felt anything like this before, and i think i may be royally fucked.