I had been obsessed with sex since a very precocious young age and used to imagine almost every guy I met/knew fucking me. However, I was also very shy and a late bloomer.

It all changed when I went to Europe on exchange for a semester in college when I was 20. I was traveling alone in Italy for a few days before meeting my friends in London. I don't know if they especially like Asian girls there or something but I had never been so popular among guys in my life. I kept getting approached by guys who wanted to show me around or buy me drinks.

Anyway, I was bored one night and decided to get on Tinder. Matched with this cute 35 yo Italian guy - brunette, nice curly hair, stubbled, lean. Kind of an athletic nerdy look. He invited me to his place for a drink and I just thought why not. He came to pick me up in his car and drove me to his house which was 1 hour away from the city centre. We just chatted about random stuff and not anything sexual.

At his place, he kept giving me drinks and I got quite tipsy. I only remember in flashes that he leaned in for a kiss (my first kiss) and then he rubbed my pussy over my dress and I was quite wet. At this point, I thought I should just get it over with and lose my virginity but I didn't know how to tell him I was a virgin. So I just lied and told him I had told my bf (there was no bf) that I wasn't a virgin so now I needed to lose my virginity before said bf found out. No idea how I came up with this drivel 😂

He told me not to worry and poured me more drinks. The next thing I knew, we were naked in his bed together and he was pushing my head towards his cock which was quite thick (my first time seeing a cock). I didn't really know what to do so I just put it in my mouth and sucked on it for a bit.

The next thing I remembered was that he was somehow on top of me with my legs spread. Then he pushed the tip of his cock in me and it was so painful. He paused and let my pussy stretch around him. I didn't want to do it anymore because it was so painful but I was too drunk to say anything. He kept pushing it in and I felt so much pain when my hymen broke that I teared up and sobered up a bit. He didn't wear a condom...and I remembered just being a mess when he was done with blood, my juices and his cum just pooling around my legs.

I was super sore for the next 2-3 days and was so confused afterwards why people liked sex since my first time was not enjoyable. However, I decided to try again once I stopped being sore. It started feeling good from the 4th or 5th time I had sex & I ended up having so many wild escapades during that semester exchange in Europe 😈