This story contains graphic degradation and drug usage. For all intents and purposes this story is fiction. Please follow the laws of your local regions and play safely with partners you trust that will respect safe words and provide appropriate aftercare.

These events occurred between Dec 21 and Dec 28, 2022.

Little slut and I carved out some time to get away together over Christmas. I love Christmas and I was excited to spend one with her. We had the evening of the 21st, 22nd and 23rd. To be honest, I was more than excited. I also love throwing gasoline onto a fire.

*Dec 17th Phone Call - Daddy/little slut - 20:30 approx.*

“You don’t get to cum until the 21st and you’re going to edge a minimum of 3x a day until then.”

I told her that I would do the same and it’s probably been years since I’ve gone more than two days. I wanted to show her that I could do it. Aaand I failed the first night. I tossed and turned in bed until 4am thinking about what we had planned. I was SO turned on and wasn’t allowed to cum. It was bullshit and I regretted saying that I'd edge.

Little slut came over the evenings of the 18th and the 19th to sleep over. I have a rule that there are no clothes allowed in my bed. I consider it the price of admission. I also like to see acts of submission and forcing her to undress in front of me always leads to fun shenanigans. To complicate both of our situations, she's free use while she sleeps. I'd never had that with anyone else but it was one of her first requests in the dynamic. I’d been aching all of those nights prior and I wanted her to suffer like I had. So I decided that I’d use her pussy to edge whenever she tried to sleep. I was awake anyway.

I waited until her breathing slowed to know that she was fully asleep. I climbed on top of her and pushed one leg up while I straddling the other. I hadn’t pre-planned any of this and I was sooooo horny. I started fucking her for about a min before I felt like I was close, then I’d pull out and slap my cock on her ass. I did that maybe ten times before I’d say “good slut” and then go back to sleep waiting for her breathing to again slow. I did that seven times the first night and ten the second. At times I'd stroke for a good twenty seconds before she'd wake to the feeling of a cock using her. I found out afterwards that she'd decided to bite her tongue in an effort to not cum. Upon inspection I could see visible cuts in her tongue. She tries so hard for me that its emotionally overwhelming to think about sometimes.

The next days and nights were agony but the evening of the 21st was now upon me. I’d cleaned my place top to bottom and had created a Christmas Wonderland of sexy cozy goodness. Little slut was supposed to show up at my place by roughly 22:40 and had already warned me that she was tired. It’d been four days since I’d cum and it was almost like my libido was dropping, though in retrospect I was simply exhausted.

"I'm tired grumpy and not horny. I don't know how much fun I'll be tonight."

“No problem. Just get here and we’ll see how we feel. I’d be down just to go to bed too. Besides, if I get antsy I’ll just use you while you're asleep.”

She arrived exhausted. I was exhausted too. Though at one point in the evening she got a burst of energy and started bratting by molesting me without permission. I told her not to move until otherwise instructed and I ripped her pants down to her knees. I pulled up her shirt to expose her breasts and then I slowly walked around her, inspecting my property.

“Spread your legs apart and put your hands on your head.”

My hand flew to it's mark slapping her womanly mound harshly. She cried out with a contorted face and then without any instruction to do so yelled,

“One! Daddy owns my mind, body and soul.”

I was so impressed I slapped her pussy nine more times before I told her that we were going to bed.

Little slut has been more of a wild child than me. I’d never done mdma or coke before but was excited to do so in a safe environment. Especially if it gave me additional leverage for psychological manipulation. I had special plans for the coke so we chose to do the m in the afternoon of the 22nd so that we could recover through to the 23rd while we were all cozied up together. I’d come up with a plan for how I wanted to exploit her on m a couple days prior. We’d been talking on the phone and she randomly drifted off in thought and exclaimed,

“I’ve been thinking the last little bit about all of the degrading things you’ve done to me.”

I wasn’t sure where she was going with this topic, so I allowed silence to be my voice. Moments later she whispered out,

“It’s just so degrading.”

But she said it like how a Disney princess would say

“He’s so handsome”

about her prince charming. I hadn't contemplated the depths of her desire for degradation prior to that moment. I wanted to give her an unforgettable Christmas so I decided that I’d make this the year that I would degraded and used her more thoroughly than everyone else combined. I researched how m affects the body so that I could exploit her most efficiently. As far as I understand, it makes you as happy as you can be but it runs your happy battery empty. Then you exist in a world where you can’t find joy for two days to weeks with a moderate/high one time dosage or with smaller binge dosages. So I did a moderate to low dosage for my body size and little slut took a low dosage. It's most often consumed by pill but we both dabbed with powder to have an even smaller dosage and waited about 20-30min for it to kick in.

As I accurately imaged it, she was going to be really happy and she was going to be able to feel EVERYTHING much more than normal. I thought it would be particularly poetic if I tried to make her feel sadness and hatred in that state. I proposed a degradation session where I restrain her arms behind her back with leather cuffs and those cuffs would then be attached to a pulley above her. She’d also have a set of hooks placed in her mouth so that she wouldn’t be able to close it. Finally she’d be blind folded.

I’d set out a body length mirror on the floor underneath the pulley. On the mirror I stuck her Daddy dildo. This is a custom made dildo that is a 15% smaller replica of my cock. For the most part it’s the only toy I allow her to use. I told her to stand straight and look pretty while I put the cuffs, hooks and blindfold on.

“Don’t be lazy. Stand up straight. Push those tits out.”

I alternated between slapping her body and lightly running my fingers over it while I prepared her for service use.

“You only exist to be used and you’re lucky that I’m wasting time on you. $5 whores are easy to find. Do you think I enjoy owning a worthless bitch? You're going to show me how valuable you are while you think about how I give your life purpose.”

“yes Daddy”

I explained to her that I would be using each of her holes until she'd cum.

"First things first. You're going to stretch that tight asshole for me by sitting on your dildo while I use your face cunt."

I kissed her neck.

“Do you want all of this?”

“yes Daddy I want to give you everything”

but it sounded more like "Yaah AaaaEee ah onnna ivv ooo aahreehing." haha

“Remember, yellow and red or taps or bite me”

“yes Daddy”

I pulled the blindfold down and told her to sit on her toy. I watched her struggle to get down onto her knees while cuffed from behind. She couldn’t find a position while on her feet where she wouldn’t just fall over as she tried to get the dildo in her ass.

“Daddy I need help” she whimpered.

“You’re so fucking pathetic. Don't you want to be the best slut? Why would I even use you if you can’t even complete the most simple task? Make that cock happy with your dirty cum gutter ass.”

“Daddy please help me.”

I grabbed her by the neck and put her on her knees. Then I bent down and guided her onto the tip.

I was already starting to feel warm and tingly but like two drinks in tingly.

I stood up and took my clothes off watching to see how long it would take for her to start bouncing on it.

*Backstory* Little slut’s anal experience before me consisted of homies slipping in the tip and then her saying “ow take it out”. Except this one time where one guy pulled it out of her ass and then shoved it in her mouth saying “Here I think you’ll like this, ” in what little slut believes was a misguided attempt at dominance from someone she didn’t trust. Fuck that fake dom. No one gets to victimize my slave more than me.

Standing over her on her knees with a version of me in her ass and drool pouring out over her chest while feeling happier and tinglier than ever was pretty cool. I also felt so predatory. I had this beautiful young drugged dripping and bound whore in my dungeon. In such a vulnerable state. I could do anything to her. She wouldn’t be able to stop me.

Science tells us that a release of adrenaline in a stressful situation facilitates a process in the mind that produces vivid memories by scaring them immediately into long-term memory. Want a memory to stick? Study for your test then jump in a ice bath. Just think back on your own life, those car accidents or moments surrounding intense adrenaline dumps are the most vivid memories you can have. This memory technique has been used throughout human history eg: the confirmation slap or the knights oath slap.

I spit in her forced open mouth and slapped her pretty face hard. Then put both hands around her throat and started slowly applying pressure.

“If we were both animals in a forest I’d only care about eating you or fucking you. I’m going to wreck you until no other animal will ever want you. You’ll become what you’ve always believed yourself to be, a fuck toy who’s only value is the sounds you make as you entertain others and the messes you leave behind for them to laugh at.”

I started fucking her mouth slowly. It feels like the warmest tightest little pussy where I bottom out two inches in. Except I can go five more in with the right angle. It felt absolutely incredible. A near constant stream of saliva poured out of her as I explored what ways her mouth and throat could make me feel good. All of that saliva and filth began to form a nice puddle on the mirror below. Gravity and exhaustion became my ally in forcing Daddy Jr deeper into her ass as she slipped in and out of ecstasy. I watched her catch herself a couple times only to sit up higher so that it wouldn’t go as deep.

The thing I remember most vividly were the sounds. I relished her gasps of air when I’d pull my cock out. Once she'd caught her self I'd spit on her face and slap it.

If the 13th century catholic church was right, she was going to remember this forever.

Then I saw it. The puddle forming under her now swollen and dripping pussy.

“For so long you thought you were the naughtiest little girl. Let me show you what being a slut really feels like.”

And I put both of my hands on her shoulders and forced my proxy all the way up her ass.

She came instantly and without permission. I slapped her face until it was red and then I punished her throat for cumming without permission as her body spasmed.

She looked so pathetic that I started laughing.

*Backstory* Over the weeks prior to this event I’d tasked little slut with anal training. She had to watch various content that I’d provided to her while she used her toy in her ass. I told her that she was allowed to explore any enjoyment she’d find and was allowed to cum without permission so long as the only thing she was doing was stroking a cock in her ass. No other touching. Then I got the most amazing audio clip. It was her very first anal only orgasm right there all alone in her bedroom. This was the second time her ass came on that toy but this time she also had my cock down her throat. All of it was understandably overwhelming and she rocketed into subspace like a perfect dumb fuck toy.

She eventually exercised all the demons and began breathing normally again. I stood her up and told her to drink as I held a glass of water to her mouth. The dildo had remained suctioned on the floor as I stood her up. This phallic object centered around so much chaos and lust. It looked like some post modern expression piece . I tightened up the rope attached to her cuffs and bent her over.

"I haven't even begun to use you yet."

I spit on her ass and pushed in her plug before I pressed into her pussy with slow deep strokes. Secondly later her legs started quivering and a puddle of shame began forming at her heel.

“Your body likes being used like this. Maybe I should stop.”

“PLEASE USE ME” she screamed.

“good girl” I growled.

I grabbed her hips with both hands and began slamming myself into her until her pussy became so swollen and tight that it didn’t feel pleasurable for me.

“You fucking whore, your desperate cunt is ruining my fun. You get tighter the more I use you. You really are fucked up. Lucky for you I know just what to do with fucked up little girls.”

I pulled out the plug and pushed in a couple fingers of lube before very slowly sinking my cock all the way in. I wanted to torture her with the concept that she was enjoying this more than me. I continued to slowly sink to my base over and over while I pulled off her mask.

“Look down my disgusting toilet.”

And for the first time she saw the mess she alone had been amassing on the mirror.

“Oh my god” she mumbled out, hooks still in place.

“I’ve got special plans for that mess” I laughed as I began pounding harder and faster. When I was as close as I could get without cumming I pulled out of her ass.

“I think you might like this" I mocked as I started fucking her mouth until I came all over her face.

I’d been anticipating a massive load to explode everywhere due to edging for so long but as I learned later m can be a vasoconstrictor and many men have a hard time staying hard on it let alone cumming. In my case I was still hard but the mess was less impressive than it should have been. I kissed my little biohazard's forehead as she gasped for air while I unbuckled her restraints.

“Good slut.” I laughed. “That was just one orgasm for Daddy."

She looked like a tube of toothpaste that has every single drop squeezed out.

"Now show me how grateful you are to be used by licking my mirror clean.”

I watched in complete satisfaction as my slave eagerly attempted to impress me.

While she was licking the mirror I left to get us water. I wanted a moment for her to think back on where she realized that she was defiling herself all alone, for no one’s entertainment but her own. Other men had used her for their entertainment but she had allowing herself to be used for me as an act of devotion. This time it was on her terms and it was more than all the other experiences combined. That was my gift to her that day and my beautiful piece of rape bait showed me that she understood only moments later.

When walking to the kitchen for water I could now VERY MUCH feel the effects of the drug. I was sweating, dizzy, my eyes were twitching like crazy and I was clenching my jaw very tightly. Then there was the nausea that started slow but peaked quickly. I felt gross. I returned to see her still licking the mirror and I again held a glass of water to her mouth.

“Drink slowly.”

I said and she curled into my arms as I provided for her. She looked disgusting and also the most beautiful I’d ever seen her.

“I feel gross.” I confessed.

“Chew some gum and drink water. You’ll also likely feel better if you puke.” she advised.

Little slut walked me to the bathroom and I stood at the toilet leaning against the wall so that I wouldn’t fall over.

*Backstory* I’m not really a partier. I’ve never blacked out from alcohol or been drunk enough that I couldn’t remember things while also being a two to three puff weed kind of guy. Otherwise I live pretty clean. But that day I was fucked up.

I looked over at my cum dump watching me with concern and then she just blurted it out.

“I love you.”

I’d known she’d felt it for a while. I’d felt it too but I wasn’t going to be the first one to say it.

“I love you too.” The words sprang from my lips.

She looked up at me and kissed my lips. I instantly felt better. WAY better.

“What the fuck is going on?” I said.

She smiled, “It’s the m baby. You need physical touch”

My clever slut walked me back to the bed where she guided my face to her pussy. I love how she uses me. For the next nine hours we kissed, licked, sucked and touched each other's bodies. As long as I was touching her I felt incredible. We were both covered in sweat and filth and in that moment I’ve never felt closer to any being in my life.

In retrospect it was as if I wasn’t aware that I was capable of feeling emotions that intensely but when I began sobering I was still able to access those emotional depths now that I’d been shown I was capable.

I made us some recovery food and drinks and as we snacked I grabbed her hand.

“I don’t regret saying it and I feel it. I just didn’t think I was going to say it today. How are you doing with it?”

“It was perfect,” she dreamily whispered.

We spent the rest of that day and the next napping and cuddling while we watched Christmas movies.

She gives me the best memories.