Seriously I'm gonna need my body to chill the fuck out with these horny fantasies. I've been sick with the flu since Friday and haven't came once since. I don't know if it's the sickness making me feel extra weak and groggy or what but I find I'm getting turned on by how out if it I am.. how much weaker I am than normal.

Been laying in bed all bundled up freezing and thinking to myself how hot it would be for an older guy to come help nurse me back to health. He makes me drink all my night time medicine so I can finally get some rest and heal.. and while I do love the idea of him caring for me and my rest, I don't love it as much as I do the thought of laying there unaware of what's fully happening around me. How sexy it is to think about him waiting until I'm at my most vulnerable before he has his way with me. How sexy it is that he knows he's allowed to because i belong to him only. That he has earned my obedience.

If there is any higher power listening to me right now, please, PLEASE let this be in my dreams tonight. Without a doubt I deserve it.

-xoxo hornycat