This is how its currently looking. I figured some of you were probably curious how its looking. t doesn't hurt at all unless I press down hard on it, which I luckily don't do. Seems its healing up okay. Ive also got a place on the crease that im trying to heal up too and let me yall something, the creases hurt so much like hhhh. Like I probably pic so much in certain places because it doesnt hurt that bad, but the creases of my nose and chin hurt so bad haha.

I just get a bit nervous though when i see progress on my sores and start thinking that hey maybe I won't take this scab off and dig into my nose again but usually that is not what happens. Then of course when I've given in to the urge already, I jsut think that I might as well keep going since Ive already messed up.

I know that's not a good thing to think, but my brain can't help but tell me that. Then I never know when its decently healed until I remove the scab and sometimes its not fully healed and I see something and start the process all over again and literally wanna crawl in a hole afterwards.