I literally pull & pick so much from this area that I gave myself yeast/fungal/Candiadiasis of the skin & then I start to pick from that area making it 10x worse when it should be healing from the medication I keep applying. You’d think that would make me think like “OK, dude! Get it together. You have an infection, let it heal!!” NOPE. Why am I like this???

The amount of time I spend is probably 1-3hrs a day pulling and picking.

I have spent so much $$ on picking tools and then after a session I am so mad at myself I throw them away and tell myself I’ll stop but then I’m at the store the next day and I buy more picking tools.

The scars. Oh the scars.

Feeling hopeless that I’ll never be able to stop.