I think we've all gone through this, but I'm just coming back from a long purge of my sissy desires. I would love to make some new girlfriends or a new master/mistress to help me stop pretending to be a man and become the best sissy slut I can be. With that in mind I figured I would include the story of my first experience being used as a sissy by my former master, an amazing man with a HUGE BBC.

My story started like so many of ours, I had always had submissive tendencies, always felt more feminine, and desired feminine clothing (things and dresses especially). I never knew being a sissy was an option or something I desired though, and just lived my life like any normal man. Finally one day about a year ago I created a reddit account, learned as much as I could, bought some slutty clothes and toys, and made a post seeking out someone superior to myself to show me I'm not a man, and allow me to serve them as their humiliated, personal white fuckdoll. I got a few responses that went nowhere, but eventually connected with a dominant man who lived nearby looking for a sissy like me. We chatted for awhile (and shared some pics), eventually we planned to meet. He was going to come over on his way home from work and officially claim me as his girl. I got dressed up in my blonde wig, a sexy blue dress, with matching bra and thong, with my plug in. He told me to wait inside on my knees for him like a good girl, which I did, equal parts nervous, excited, and horny. He strolled in, so confident, so strong, like he owned the place, to see me there dolled up on my knees like I promised. He smirked, told me he's glad to see I'm obedient already, and called me a good girl. He walked over, unzipped his pants, and pulled out his huge black cock. I bet it was 8 inches plus, and thick AF, so much bigger than my tiny sissy clitty. I had never in my life been attracted to men before, but something just came over me dressed up extra slutty, with that BBC hanging in front of me. I begged him to let me taste it and he obliged. I was ravenous sucking every inch of it, taking as much of it as I could. He told me to suck on his balls and slapped my face with his cock. God I was so horny, I wanted him to own my sissy ass more than anything. He asked where my bed was and I led him upstairs (I made sure to let my ass sway extra on each step for him). He smacked my ass and I felt it jiggle, letting out a girly squeal. He told me I did such a good job on my knees, here was my reward. He had me bend over on the bed, face down, ass in the air, back arched. He lifted my dress, ripped my panties down to pulled out my plug. Then he started pressing the head of his dick against my sissy pussy, slow at first, letting it adjust to him which I appreciated. He eventually was inside and I thought I might split in half! Slowly but surely he slid in and out though, and it started feeling soooo good. I loved feeling him pumping inside me over and over, feeling his hands on my fat ass, making it bounce. Eventually he came inside me with a grunt, and I've never felt like such a SLUT. He spanked me one more time, called me a good girl, and left. Unfortunately we lost touch shortly afterwards, but it was truly an unforgettable experience. One that proved that I belong as a black owned, sissy slut