I'm as sissy. Yes deep inside my mail body I'm a submissive obedient girl that just wants to please. But at the same time I'm a straight man. I don't really get turned on by male bodies. But I need to serve and please and make them happy with me.

I live with my wife as a married normal boring man. But sometimes in secret I dress up as the slutty girl I am. In secret, in private. But sometimes I do get out for a "date".

My first date was with an older man I met online. We agreed he come with his car and I wait dressed up as whore on a small side road going into the forest. Not far from big houses. But kinda quiet. I dressed up with wig, fake titties, short dress.

He came and I jumped into his car and he drove a bit longer in on the road. Then he let out his cock and I put on a condom and started my work. Sucking him and pleasing him like a good slut.

But after just a little while he pushed me down and covered me as someone walked by, and he went soft. Then I got him hard again. and he enjoyed me, but I think he was nervous.

Then there was the noise of motorbikes. Was a bunch of teenagers driving round on he road and even up into the forest. Again my man got nervous and soft. And once they was out of sight he just pushed me out halfdressed like a whore. And he drove away leaving me there with the motorbikes coming back. Me dressed like some kind of rape bait.

I run up into the forest and hid. And luckily the teenagers didn't find me. After I changed in the forest I left and went home.

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Scary, but didn't scare me from trying again other times.

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