realizing at a young age that black men are built different has completely reshaped my life. I've always looked young and effeminate growing up. narrow shoulders skinny body and feminine facial features were probably a genetic sighn that id be a crossdresser. as a young boy at 5 yrs old i thought you get to live life as a girl after your boy life. i wanted to be a girl so bad.. at 5 yrs old i would get extremely excited to sneak into my girl cousins room and try on her dresses and girly sandals. realizing that real men especially black men don't fantasies about being feminine really put things in perspective. in my early teens i discovered interracial porn. everything i thought about black men were absolutely true. in school the black kids already looked like men. they were always the coolest and most athletic males in our school. I was told no matter ur race we are the same. not true at all. I believe black men are much more superior. they are extremely handsome, very masculine and surging with testosterone. The size and girth of there dicks are only the beginning of it. The raw strength and stamina and being able to mentally and physically take control of the sissy mind is God like. If your a crossdress sissy like me you get more pleasure being feminine for black men. letting go of any bit of masculinity left in you to be as feminine as possible is the goal. after that transition has happen you will see and feel just how superior the big black cock really is:)