I've realized now that I don't want to be a "slut", I don't want to be "worthless", and I'm not a piece of ass for any beastly slob to use and abuse.

I want to be romanced. I want my dominant man to compliment me, flirt with me, and make the effort to make the next move in each step of the relationship.

I want that by the time we finally make love, that my body just gives way to whatever his loving desires are. I want to be shaking, panting, and my muscles twitching in anticipation to please him. I want to submit, not because of any feelings of inadequacy or shame, but because he's worth submitting to.

I want a man, long term, who wants to help my feminization and keep me accountable. I want us both to want the best for eachother. I support his guidance and leadership, and he supports my femininity and acts as my rock.

He's out there.