I am a guy who isn't feminine at all. I go to the gym to train strength, I am a volunteer firefighter, help where I can and a more boring guy.

But in me I have this big desire to be turned into a complitly fuck toy. I have the wish to be a sexy sissy which is owned by someone who makes me into his slave. I dream about being complitly changed mentally and physically to a sissy. I like things like bondage and latex and my biggest fantasy is being someones latex doll, which gets treated like a object and even given to others. A other big fantasy of me is making cosplays and going on conventions.

I have all these and more desires that it often scares me. I can't belive how far they go and I want them. It is sometimes like I don't even know myself, because I see myself as straight but I also desire to be used by men.