It's times like this I wish I didn't feel guilty about wanting the love of my life be pleasured by a Black man. I love it, I really do. I don't want to feel guilty anymore. I don't want to feel guilty wearing sexy lingerie for Black Men either. I want to be free. I want to have no guilt. I want to love my woman with all my heart. I want to come home tired from work watching my lady give head to a Black man on my couch. I want to go into my room, put on something sexy come out and make him a drink, roll his blunt and food while he enjoys my lady. When he's ready to fuck her brains out they can go to our bedroom and I'll go to the basement and play my games.