Until I was 15 I was sure about me being 100% straight, but one late night I discovered what a shemale is. The immediate effect of my discovery was that all my sureness about being straight flew right out the Window. I’ve never shared the true nature of my sexuality for basically anyone out of fear of judgement from my friends, with the exception being two of my ex girlfriends.

GF 1 was very supportive and even convinced me to experiment a LOT more with our sexlife. We even took turns fucking each other during sex. She really helped me accept that I like what I like, and that it’s okay.

GF 2 found out about my sexual orientation by complete accident. She was shocked about the fact that I get sexually turned on by girls with cocks inbetween their legs, but She eventually accepted the fact that She would have ”even more competition” and assured me that me liking transgenders wasn’t something that she’d let get in the way of our relationship. She also decided to show me that she was okay with this during sex. She always wanted me to enjoy our sexlife as much as She did, so she always throatfucked me with her fingers, gave me rimjobs, and loved to pretend I had big boobs, so she would always suck on my nipples, which was both extremely hot and a fun way for her and me to find out we had the same sexual preference, girls, mtf transgirls, and really feminine femboys.

But outside of my incredible sexlife with two of my ex girlfriends, I have never gotten to explore having sex with a real Tgirl. This, once again, out of fear that my friends wouldn’t be able to accept it.

So I act straight, but in the back of my mind, my biggest dream is to meet a cute shemale/Transgirl with a cock between her legs. Sometimes I even leak pre-cum just imagining me getting to explore my deepest desires, getting to suck her cock, fucking her while stroking her, get to try out if I even like getting fucked by a real dick, and experience her covering me in cum.

I wish I was brave enough to act on my desires. Until then I Will continue to feed my fetisch the same way I have since the day I discovered it. Gooning for hours on end to Aubrey Kate, Chanel Santini, Daisy Taylor and Emma Rose.

…God I wish I knew a Tgirl that could keep a secret..