The more I dress up the more I go looking for attention online. At first when I dressed up like a girl I thought that it was just the underwear and pretty dresses that got me so aroused. Now when I dress I want to show off and get validation from guys, especially ones that tell me their wife or gf isn't doing it for them anymore. It's such a turn on to know I can do it and I even tell my gf I love the attention. She even started using her vibrator on my clitty in panties while I suck on the dildo she just used on her pussy. It's gotten to the point where vanilla straight sex won't do it for me anymore. I love fucking her but it's way more arousing when she pegs me or makes me suck on a dildo while she tells me I obviously need to be fucked by a hard cock. I'm hoping soon as things calm down she lets me be used by a man for real. I've only been with others like me and I can't imagine how being taken by a guy would feel like. Any tips for me? Any suggestions to get my gf to "force" me into that encounter with a real man I long for so much?