so i'm a sissy sub who's been playing anally since puberty and taking dicks for a long time. i have lots of dildos, i've put lots of other stuff up there. i love anal, don't need to be convinced to enjoy it... love that sensation of my guts being filled with a big long object, my ass getting stretched. but i haven't even remotely come close to an anal orgasm. one time i used a metal hook butt plug with a hitachi pressed against it for like 45 minutes to get it push me over the line, a bunch of times i've ground against a dildo. but i've never even felt close unless i touch my cock.

do you guys think it's the kind of thing that some people just can't do? anybody have a similar problem and find a method for getting to the point that they blow? i'd love to be a good sissy and cum the right way; my cock is usually limp when i play and i usually end up making myself cum with the hitachi against my clit, or maybe jerking off.