So ya... title basically sums up the whole story. But I’m 30 years old, a beginner sissy with extremely limited experience and I finally committed myself mentally and had been prepping myself physically to loose my virginity.

I had been talking with the guy for over two months. And despite the fact that he admittedly was not really my type; he made me feel pretty comfortable. Then there was multiple scheduling issues and meeting up kept getting delayed. But we finally planned a night together... until he told me 12 hrs before We were going to meet that he wasn’t going to be able to meet up. And here we are 3 days later, I’ve messaged him twice and I still haven’t heard any thing back from him.

Anyway I guess this is back to square one again searching for someone to be my first. And since I really don’t have anyone in my life who is understanding of me I turn to reddit to let out my frustration. So thank you as always fellow sissies and friends of reddit for listing to my rant.

Have a great night and please let me know if you have had any similar experiences, and if I should just block that guy and move on? After all everything happens for a reason right? Lol