i'm not out as a sissy, and although i'm fully shaved my friends or strangers just think that i'm a very feminine straight dude. well, they don't know about the panties and painted toes and the stuff i say on reddit <3

i really like the idea of being a sissy that serves, obeys and supports real men, with a clear power imbalance between the two. so instead of looking how to become more alpha (i'm sure that was a GQ article), i want to become more beta, submissive and feminine.

i want guys to think about me as a true beta, weak, a pushover. someone they can make fun of or disrespect, but also someone who always does what they want, even if they are are mean.

i'm looking for ideas and recommendations on how to behave and what to do, but also maybe places i can find new friends like this. I'm in my mid 20s, and making new friends is not common.