At 30 someodd years old. I find myself pondering about sissydom. Not like I want to go full tilt sissy. But I was chatting with a redditor sissy last night about a variety of topics from work (I'm an emt) to the strange things I've seen in people's butts. (Please ask, I love telling stories about penetrative rectal devices. (Both the right and wrong kinds.) And they asked me "what about you? Have you ever put something in to massage your ass from the inside?"

To which I got into talking about the one time I experimented a few years ago. Skirt, stocking, vibe plug, and a vibe stroker.

Sat in my bed, noone home, with a prostate massager and a vibrating stroker on. And told myself alarm is set for one hour, hands stay on your head.

After a few minutes i started getting all wiggly and from I guess the 15 to 60 minute mark I dont remember a whole lot.

Am I a sissy in the making? Or am I a dad/dude who just lost control?