So a little background info. I was married for 16 years and now divorced for 9 years. I had one 3 year relationship with a woman since then, but it ended over a year ago.

Long story short I found myself watching trans and sissy porn on tumblr and now I’m borderlined obsessed with it. I actually bought my first pair of women’s thong underwear earlier this week and now I’m hooked. They feel so good and I feel so sexy and feminine when I wear them. I don’t have a mistress or domme or anything so I’m kind of moving along solo.

Not sure what a next logical step is for me. I really want to suck a cock for the first time, but not sure how to go about this. I’ve been practicing on my dildo and I’m about to go crazy unless I get the real thing soon. For those who have gone through this process, how did you find your first cock to suck? Anything I need to be prepared for? I do know I would like my first time to be with someone who’s straight and professional. He would ideally have a girlfriend or be married and just isn’t getting serviced properly. Is this even possible or is it just gay men that’s attracted to sissies? I just need some good hard cock in my mouth like soon!!!

Sorry for the long post. This is just all so new for me.