I'm looking for some tips on how to cope with my feelings about my wife visiting her lover while she encourages me to play online. Definitely check out my previous post if you're needing some backstory.

My current plan is to dress up, wear makeup and panties under my clothes (i work from home). Then spend the evening talking to men and waiting for permission from my wife to cum after she's been with him. She'll probably text me while she's with him.

But I'm feeling nervous - what if I regret this? What if I feel guilty? And has anyone here experienced this who could share some of their advice with me for your first time? I want this to go smoothly but idk what I should be watching out for.