I'm not quite to sissy yet. I think.

As I commented on another post, I've experimented. I've cross dressed, sucked cock along time ago, used plugs, and told my current girlfriend to enfiminize(emasculate) me during sex and it was fun but as I mentioned it kinda completely stopped. (Even the regular straight sex parts, but that's another story for another sub).

I read your posts about going to class, going on dates, being strong beautiful sissies.

I'm a 210lb male, EMT, and frustrated in so many ways. Plagued by the "what would they think" when it comes to people I'm usually around other than my gf. Such as all the hot firefighters in my class. They all know me by my name and company, but I always think "what would they say?" Any one else in ems or fire? Experience?