So, like most sissies, my journey has not been a linear path. Ups and downs, going further each time before purging. So last week, I'd been getting into sissy stuff again after a lay off. I was caged in my little pink sissy cage, had been playing with my plugs all morning, and had been chatting with a Daddy. He sent three or four videos of his cock fucking some sissies and it was so hot I sissygasmed in my cage. And for the first time, I was so horny I cleaned my mess. It was the first time I'd ever eaten my own cum. Of course, all this had me very horny so I got my dildo out, popped on some sissy hypno and decided to have a bounce along.

I had been treating this as just a kink. You know, watched the videos, read the text, heard the voices, "you're a sissy, get fucked, crave cock" etc etc. And before I didn't think about it. Just ignored it. I'm not a sissy, I just use this as a kink. But, last Thursday as I'm watching I hear a second voice in my head agreeing and affirming all the things said. "Oh fuck yes I'm a sissy slut. Oh I need to please Daddy. I need cock. I'm dumb for cock" etc etc.

I won't lie this scared the $hit out of me! I came immediately and threw everything away. I thought that would be it but it's been 5 days and I still hear it every hour or so. That voice telling me I need cock, cum, to be fucked like a whore etc. It won't go away and despite being terrified I already ordered two replacement cages.

Has this happened to anyone else???? I'm not sure what I'm going to do