So I'm writing this so that in a couple years when I am free from my current job near the end of 2026 I want to transition the main reason is I can't stand my masculinity rather that's viewed as a womp womp cry some more its serious to me I feel like over time it started out as a kink and I want to write down on this post how over time probably once a month how my pov changes so it'll be a journal for my final decision, I feel like their are some keystone that I need to achieve before making the final desicison which I'll probably be like omg life goal in another post but this is in all seriousness here. For example my profile is littered with sissy content I love it but being a sissy isn't what makes me trans or strive to be it was a start but as I wore and crossdressed it became a passion that passion became a comfort a escape a solitude it want a kink which is why I'm taking it more seriously i ponder at the thought of my future decisions from now as the brain is a wild thing as it really does change such as men srry but we all have clarity and we know it hits in weird ways. 14 Aug 24