I know this sounds crazy, but please don’t judge, and just hear me out for a second.

As I’m sure we all know, a majority of sissy content is geared towards raceplay and the “bnwo” type stuff. as a black person trying to explore their fem side, consuming sissy content was annoying because it kept reinforcing masculinity as a black person. I ended up gravitating towards “bleached” content.

Now don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t into race play specifically. And I’d still watch porn featuring blk men, But in general I’d only search out porn w/ white tops and blk bottoms(of which there was barely any) and would always prefer content w/ white men for years and years.

Idk what changed, but recently while I was watching Twitter porn, I found myself actively attracted to the black man in the video in a way that I hadn’t before. Maybe it’s from watching less sissy specific stuff but I think whatever mental block that made me only crave yt men has been lifted lol. So yea now I can freely love and appreciate my own men as a sissy without it affecting my feminine mentality ☺️☺️

Ik this has been a super weird and kind of icky read, so thank you if you stuck around for all of that 😭 but also yea please let me know if any of you guys have dealt with something similar cause I’d feel a lot better if I wasn’t the only one 😭