I don't usually post here but sometimes I take a look to see what's going on here.Im a straight guy,who likes girls and also i have a gf who i love so much.But for a while I started to discover something unusual and that means I start to like trans girls, femboys, aisay caption etc.When i become horny I no longer go to PH and look for casual porn. I look for Trans porn, pegging, stuff like that and its strange.Also my fem side I hate to think how it would be if I had behaved like a girl, if I wore panties I would have used a buttplug but I don't have any of these.And yet it's even more dangerous because I live with my parents and I can't do anything else wow, I don't own any sex toys or panties and I want to keep everything a secret but the urge makes me explode and the casual masturbation doesn't satisfy me like before and I want something new. I tried anal with certain things but I don't have lube and it's not very favorable. I think this js my biggest secret from everyone.Righ now im thinking how should i pleasure myself because im loxket in my room and i want to cum before bed and also i have a masturbating addiction but if i try to stop i can but i dont think i want .Any tips?I wouldn't want to go overboard and I'd like it to stay just for fun.I love you all you are extraordinary people and I would love it if I could find a place where I could hang out with some sisay and ask for advice and everything