My friend always talks about how we should smoke weed together and i’m pretty sure he’s bi or at least finds me hot. When he gets drunk he always asks for a kiss and even when we’re sober he sexualizes me but that could just be seen as two dudes fucking with each other. He asked my roommate one time if he thought i was hot and just gives off the vibes that he would be down if it came to it. Finally i worked up the courage to ask him to smoke yesterday and we are doing it today. I’m always insistent on paying my friends back and today im going to act like i have no money. I’ll offer a “last option” or blowjob in this case as an alternative as a joke and he’ll likely joke around with me about it. Once we’re done smoking i’ll bring it up again and say i really wish there was some way i could repay him to help him out. He’ll bring up the last option again and i won’t back down about it saying “im a man of my word” or “you gotta do what you gotta do” and he’ll joke around and be ask if i really mean it. I’ll push it further and say “well i can’t do anything while you have pants on” and if at that moment he drops his pants i’ll start sucking his cock. Hopefully if all works out then i’ll be able to give him a blowjob best case scenario he ends up fucking me in the ass and asks me to stay and smoke more weed with him. worst case scenario he figures out i’m gay and i don’t even get to give him a blowjob.

Small Update: He texted me last night saying we are going to get sooo high so i agreed and he said he was excited. So i responded saying “im excited to get really high and have sex with you”. which made him say “wait actually” and i told him that im a man of my word. So im already hinting at it and have him thinking about me.

Final Update: Unfortunately it didn’t work out i never even got the chance. i started it off good and offered him his blowjob and we joked around about it but he had two other people there constantly. I kept trying to get him alone in his room but by the time the other people left we were both extremely high and tired. I even made sure to touch his dick a couple of times when his pants were on we were watching a scary video and i reached over and put my hands on his crotch and told him i was scared. I just never even really got my chance to try which makes it all the worse. On the up side this was my first time wearing fishnets, panties, and even a compress crop top outside even if it was under my regular clothes.