Today I was doing some chatting on grindr. I could feel that i went hornier and hornier. I dressed up and even shaved my legs. I went outside with a dress and lingerie. I even had a buttplug in. I went on my walk (very scary). I went back home and could feel the need to be fucked.

So I went back on grindr and I saw a message from someone around. I sent him that he could come over and that I'm clean and stuff. I waited outside for him. From the moment I saw him I was disappointed. He went inside and started kissing me and rubbing me. I went down on him and in a moment I thought that I didn't like this.

I stopped and said to him that he should leave bcs I don't feel comfortable. He started asking why and putting my hand on his dick and begging me to fuck me and give him a handjob. I said no is no. Then he started telling me that he drove really long (15 minutes by bike) to get to me. I said no. Then I send him out with everything.

When he was outside he was jerking off with very load moaning. My neighbours got woken up and shouted at him. I hope my neighbours think it's a pervert and not someone I know.

I feel disgusting.