I used to love being a sissy, taking lewd pics of my body and sending them to horny hung guys, having them jerk off to me felt so good. But I’ve gained some weight recently and it kinda kills my vibe. Even tho my ass is still fat, I dont have a flat stomach so I don’t really feel feminine and girly. I miss having the body that men gay and straight would lust over. I don’t really feel like the femboy I want to be and it dampens my girly moods since I know guys only thirst over slim twinks. It kinda sucks but it’s my own fault I guess for gaining weight. Hopefully with the new year I can stick to this diet and I get my body back to something worth thirsting over. I just wanted to kno if any of y’all felt the same. Oh and merry Christmas 😁😁