I finally bit the bullet (pun intended) and met a grindr chat irl. I wasnt convinced at first because of no shows in the past but I agreed to travel for this one and luckily I wasnt disappointed.

The older gentlemen booked us a higher end room just outside the metro a few towns over. When I got there he had a pizza and some booze which was nice but i was too nervous to eat, and already had a few drinks to build up the confidence to actually show up in the first place lol. we sat there making small talk and it was kinda awkward at first, but i decided i already came this far so no turning back now. I told him im gonna wash up and get ready in the bathroom. by the time i came out he was fully naked on the couch. I could see his cock starting to pulse as he stared me up and down, complimenting my hair and makeup selection. He asked what i wanted to try first and i said frotting.

We went to the bed and i laid on my back with him beside me, he didnt waste any time and quickly grabbed my cock through my panties, rubbing my crotch while grinding his cock into my thigh. After a minute he outright put his cock in my panties and i felt like such a whore at this point. I could feel his precum sticking to my balls and his cock thrusting into mine just completely marking its territory spilling pre all over. This went on for a few minutes until i couldnt hold it and i asked him to stop so i wouldnt cum, he groaned in dissatisfaction and stopped thrusting until i could just feel his cock throbbing. I told him to make me wet and he said “ i thought you’d never ask” The thrusting stopped and a few seconds later i could feel a wet warm stream flowing into my panties, down my balls and into the bed. I started thrusting into it and rubbed some on my ass. all i wanted to do was cum, i had never felt so horny in my life my little cock was bouncing so hard it wanted to burst through the panties. He asked if i was ready i said yea so he put the condom on and completely derailed my ass. I wanted to finish him in my mouth but was too nervous, maybe next time. I left without cumming so i wouldnt have denial on the way home and havent cum since because i dont wanna feel ashamed but im still ultra horny and cant wait to do it again