55 m. But very young for age , (and slim and fit and fucking sharp) been celebate for 4 years due to mind fucking ex gf games, I've recently started exploring feminine side , flat chastity cage and girls g strings. I bought an anal thruster that I enjoy, but still haven't loosened up enough yet to getting anything biggerI consider myself straight , but am conflicted.

I've sucked 2 different cocks in the past and loved it, and would love to be fucked , ive had them come on my chest. I bought this amazing Japanese maid outfit, but im not quite ready to wear it.

Seems to be a lot of scammers out there for the unitiated.

How do I safely find someone to encourage me in this lifestyle